So its 25 days till I bored the plane and 28 days till I start riding!!! I am getting a lot of "so are you ready?" "ya scared?" "man, your really gonna do it! are you crazy?".
Im not sure if this is a blessing or a curse, but im not scared, a bit anxious mabee but not scared. I am convinced that the hardest part was raising the money. Even though raising the money will continue to happen, (I hope) It is no longer a stressful thing wondering if I will get enough or not, and worrying about if all this hard work will go to waste because I did'nt raise enough. Although I know that riding my bike for a month and a half in the heat and rain will be hard, as long as I take it one day at a time, one pedal at a time everything will be fine.
Not being scared or stressed out about something is completely out of character for me, (ask Matt, I know I drive him crazy but hes sweet about it). I guess Ive just thought about it so much that it doesnt even scare me anymore. I have to admit, back a couple of months ago i would get butterflies in my stomach when i thought about it, but like i said, ive gotten use to the idea.
well i guess i better hit the sack, my sis and i are planning a little ride in the morning.
